DAY 2.
To late ,too bad!!!
I just want to investigate the point in me with postponing the things ,waiting for last minute and then bumm…,I experience rush of energy and being overwhelm.I see how I am depend on energy rush …I sort of waiting for this experience of rushing and doing things in last minute …but sometimes the last minute is really too late…,and then i feel guilt and create many of back chat and points of judgment.
It is such a fuck up ….,I mean I am the one who is waiting till last minute and then I feel guilt … I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to waiting till last minute to do the things I have to do ,to act that it is okay for me to just relax in the mean time .
I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to just ignore my responsibility in the time being and think that this is okay ,because I still have a time .
I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to made the excuses for me that I have a time ,which is so not thru ,because we live in time space reality and it is important to not excuse yourself .
I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to be addicted to this rush of energy ,to believe that this is the way for me to exist and totally depend on it.
I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to act in ignorance of physical reality ,to not consider others ,when I give myself excuse to wait.
I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to not seeing the value of life,life with breath in physical reality .
I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to not realizing that this way of living ,being depend on energy rush is not acceptable .
I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to feel guilt when I am late with things I should finish on time .
I commit myself to plan and write the things I have to do for the day and slowly do the things in physical reality ,with breath .
I commit myself to recognize the point of dependency on this energy of postponing and instead to breath and move in physical reality.
thank you!!
I commit myself to stop this illusion that I have time ..,to stop participate in my mind ,to be practical ,to live in physical reality .
I commit myself to stop and BREATHE when I see myself to postpone the thing ,to start moving with physical reality ,to support myself true writings a process of self forgiveness.
DAY 2.
To late ,too bad!!!
I just want to investigate the point in me with postponing the things ,waiting for last minute and then bumm…,I experience rush of energy and being overwhelm.I see how I am depend on energy rush …I sort of waiting for this experience of rushing and doing things in last minute …but sometimes the last minute is really too late…,and then i feel guilt and create many of back chat and points of judgment.
It is such a fuck up ….,I mean I am the one who is waiting till last minute and then I feel guilt … I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to waiting till last minute to do the things I have to do ,to act that it is okay for me to just relax in the mean time .
I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to just ignore my responsibility in the time being and think that this is okay ,because I still have a time .
I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to made the excuses for me that I have a time ,which is so not thru ,because we live in time space reality and it is important to not excuse yourself .
I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to be addicted to this rush of energy ,to believe that this is the way for me to exist and totally depend on it.
I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to act in ignorance of physical reality ,to not consider others ,when I give myself excuse to wait.
I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to not seeing the value of life,life with breath in physical reality .
I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to not realizing that this way of living ,being depend on energy rush is not acceptable .
I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to feel guilt when I am late with things I should finish on time .
I commit myself to plan and write the things I have to do for the day and slowly do the things in physical reality ,with breath .
I commit myself to recognize the point of dependency on this energy of postponing and instead to breath and move in physical reality.
thank you!!
I commit myself to stop this illusion that I have time ..,to stop participate in my mind ,to be practical ,to live in physical reality .
I commit myself to stop and BREATHE when I see myself to postpone the thing ,to start moving with physical reality ,to support myself true writings a process of self forgiveness.
DAY 2.
